So, That's What You've Been Up To...............

Some of you may know that I don't have a normal job outside of the home because of my fibromyalgia......or whatever it is. I was diagnosed in 2006. And I was approved for disability a year ago......even though it is not alot of money it certainly helps. So, what do I do all day you might ask. Some days it is just a struggle to accomplish normal household duties. But I also help my 89 year old aunt. She is still pretty spry for her age but needs some help here and there. So I do what I can. Sometimes it is depressing, but it also helps me if I focus on her. Does that make sense? I don't dwell on my own aches and pains so much. I also try to spend sometime each day "creating". During the colder months I crochet.....alot. I am just beginning to read the book "Crochet Saved My Life.....the Mental and Physical Benefits of Crochet" by Kathryn Vercillo. Even though I have just begun....I totally agree with the premise of this book. Crocheting allows me to forget myself for a bit, to move beyond my limits.....to use my mind and be creative...which helps me feel better and feel productive. So, today I just wanted to share some pictures of my creations. I also have been able to donate hats to my local pregnancy life center and to the NICU unit where my daughter works. That also makes me feel like I am helping....even if it is just a little. I still struggle.....we still have issues with lack of money which makes me feel like I am to blame......but I am trying not to give up......and I am fighting to keep my depression in check.